yo people! How are you? Long time i sik update kan? waiting for a new story? today, au dah boleh spend time an blog- otak ku pun dah padat, so aku mok luahkan semua lam blog. 


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I HAD BEGAN MY NEW LIFE NEW CHAPTER. past is past. just see what's next. as y'll know, i am now with my hubby, Fairul bin Adi :) I love him so much. he's my everything. he mean a world to me. girl, if your boyfriend breaks your heart, i give u permission to break their penis. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! kuar topic sudah. this week am busy with exam. stress up. tension semua ada. my mom kuat leter dah now. datang bulan lah tu ;) LOL. tp ada kebaikkan nya juak, untuk aku berjaya. oppss. for her children to success. I love you mother. i don't want to talk about school. SUCKS ey. lets talk about today yeap. 


today today today, as usual, di rumah ajak. sik pat hang out an kawan macam dolok. liar doe. kinek sik ;) my mom cakap; Sik boh kuar gik. dok umah jd anak dara. mama sik mok perkara dolok d ungkit. okay? and also, sedar kit dirik ya dah ada bofren. lak bofren amok, eboh nangis aa.' dari sia lah aku dah sik kuar an kawan kawan ku gik. aku lepak an laptop aku dah kinek. 

thats the NEW nur adiba zolkipli.||||

now, aku dah happy an life aku. sometimes i cried. well, to release my stress. I miss fairul so much eh. i can't wait to see him ;( the last picture we took together is ;

there u are! 

he seems comfortable with me. N i loike it ;)

playing with my webcam ;) cause i got nothing to do. my sister pergi tanjong, ada party. aku sik pergi, sbb bukan kenak jemput. tak yah kau nak ngado ngado ey! lagipun, my bebeh sikdah. so malas lah juak. kelak aku kedirik yg jeles ngga sidak pelok pelok. hoho :3 you know me. apa gik aku mo cakap? OHYA. pasai video. y'll, first time aku trimak video dari gerek. cilakar! aku padem terus asa mo nangis pun ada. harhar ;D damn FAIRUL, YOU'RE SO SWEET. aku harap kau sik kedak my ex lolok ya. upa jak bait tp hati bo longkang! aku mok kau suci luar dalam pun suci juak. meaning- aku mok kau. SIAPA DIRIK KAU. what am i talking about? hahaha! aku sik pat nak upload video yg nya bagi kinek. but aku akan try and post it in here, so that you readers can watch it too. 

i am now listening to a song by Aubun - perfect two. Fairul, aku nyanyi k kau tok. bo tido ;) 

You can be the peanut butter to my jelly

You can be the butterflies I feel in my belly

You can be the captain

And I can be your first mate

You can be the chills that I feel on our first date

You can be the hero

And I can be your sidekick

You can be the tear That I cry if we ever split

You can be the rain from the cloud when it's stormin'

Or u can be the sun when it shines in the mornin'

Don't know if I could ever be Without you

'Cause boy you complete me

And in time I know that we'll both see That we're all we need

Cause you're the apple to my pie

You're the straw to my berry

You're the smoke to my high

And you're the one I wanna marry

Cause you're the one for me (for me)

And I'm the one for you (for you)

You take the both of us (of us)

And we're the perfect two

We're the perfect two

We're the perfect two

Baby me and you

We're the perfect two

Verse 2

You can be the prince and I can be your princess

You can be the sweet tooth I can be the dentist

You can be the shoes and I can be the laces

You can be the heart that I spill on the pages

You can be the vodka and I can be the chaser

You can be the pencil and I can be the paper

You can be as cold as the winter weather

But I don't care as long as were together

Don't know if I could ever be

Without you 'cause boy you complete me

And in time I know that we'll both see

That we're all we need

Cause you're the apple to my pie

You're the straw to my berry

You're the smoke to my high

And you're the one I wanna marry

Cause your the one for me (for me)

And I'm the one for you (for you)

You take the both of us (of us)

And we're the perfect two

We're the perfect two

We're the perfect two

Baby me and you

We're the perfect two

Verse 3

You know that I'll never doubt ya

And you know that I think about ya

And you know I can't live without ya

I love the way that you smile

And maybe in just a while

I can see me walk down the aisle

Cause you're the apple to my pie

You're the straw to my berry

You're the smoke to my high

And you're the one I wanna marry

Cause your the one for me (for me)

And I'm the one for you (for u)

U take the both of us (of us)

And were the perfect two

Were the perfect two

Were the perfect two

Baby me and you

We're the perfect two(yeah, yeah)

 mun aku sik malu, nang ku nyanyi mena mena post lam fb ;) yer diba romantik gila babun! muahs kat syg aku ;) I love you FAIRUL. and i really mean it. don't let me go Okay? promise me, that you take care of yourself for me. ingat aku so ko dpt control sikit ko pun perange. like u told me dolok, MESTI INGAT GEREK. i always ingat you. always b :') I miss you a lot. ohya, me ada plan for this June or maybe hujong tahun. my fren, Nisa, ingat maseh? ny mo pindah. sikda sekolah Dp gik eh. Sikda diam d Miri gik. we gonna miss her. so, planning mek org, bawak u and all friends, peri eastwood. kita party all day. spend time all day ;) might be great kan b? :) plus, you pun dah d Miri. cuma masalah, transport. hm. I hope u can go. pretty please b? 

readers, i think thats all lah for today :) thanks reading. xx  

semua org ada perasaan -.- aku tauk lah semua ya. 


bila umo meningkat, gerenti ada rasa mok b'cintan cintun. ah! biasalah ya. dah tauk an tuija -_______- bah aku pun sama. aku baruk 15 tahun p gerek an org umo 18 tahun. so? pa masalah? beza mek dua 3 tahun jak. sik jaoh :) I love him so much. n i hope he love me back :) lamak ku tnggu nya balit MYY. torang yg baca cerita ku riya, tauk nak sine nya kinek :'( I miss him badly. bfo nya pergi, he said to me spya jgn sedeh. i've tried. but sometimes, ati ku sikpat tahan. so aku nangis sampe ku tido. yajak yg dpt soh aku tido. kedak lam tadik, aku ahe tido. lam kol 1 or 2 cam ya baruk tido. after ku pk pk pk sampe nangis (teringat time sukan) baruk ku pat tido. ritok, bangun gik awal. cause mok hanta kakak g sekolah. kakak aku gi Sibu. ada kem PKBM you. aku sik pat join this year cuz aku sik tepati peraturan. tett! aku belom x-ray & amik ujian darah. hoho :3 takut bah. seingat aku nya(fairul) balit 10rb tok next month lah :( LAMAK YA BAI! aku jd org misali jak d miri tok. F mena! -.- zzz! ye. tujuan sy  ketek2 tok pun sbb aku tetiba asa KECIK HATI. why? don't ask me why. aku just diam jak lah okay? aku sikmok panjng2kan cerita. aku sikmok Fairul sedeh gara gara aku. aku gik ingat an janji aku bfo mek 2 stat kapel. aku sikmok molah org sedeh. yajak ku mintak mun ku gerek an nya. bila nya sedeh, asa nak mati ku bah :( so PLEASE! :') I love you and always. 


next, aku malas mok cerita pepanjang. bukan torang mok baca pun ;( haha

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY (:

To my lovely mother, Rabiah Mohd Satem ♥ 

happy mother's day, mama. I love you with all my heart. adek tauk selamak to adek bnyk kurang ajar an mama. adek mintak maaf ma :') mamalah satu satu nya MAK adek yg adek syg& cinta. you're my soul. bukan gerek jak leh camya kan ma? :3 i know you're not perfect, but mom, YOU'RE THE BEST \m/ thanks sbb telah bnyk bersabar an kerenah adek. thanks sbb berik ada mkn n minum. thanks sbb bekorban tntang adek demi masa depan adek. thanks for everything ma. adek hargai semua mama polah ya ma :) this is for you;

M-O-T-H-E-R

"M" is for the million things she gave me,

"O" means only that she's growing old,

"T" is for the tears she shed to save me,

"H" is for her heart of purest gold;

"E" is for her eyes, with love-light shining,

"R" means right, and right she'll always be,

Put them all together, they spell "MOTHER,"

A word that means the world to me.

#Happy Mother's day to my mama. Mom i just want to let u know that everyday i thank God for blessing me with a mother like u and if i had one wish i would wish that everyone else would atleast have a mom half as wonderful as u are...

ur not just my mom but one of my best friends and i love how u understand me and i can come to u for advice thank you for always being here for me i appreciate all that u give me

i love you <3

lots of love, adek :')   

SELAMAT MENYAMBUT HARI IBU SEDUNIA, PEOPLE! 

hello guys:) first of all, THANK YOU SO MUCH for following me :) thihi. kalau aku ada masa, aku follow korang balit erk? aku tak nak janji ape ape, nanti aku tak dpt tunaikan. -melayu mudah lupe- tp not only melayu, semua! :) i love you guys \m/ i'm now in my small roon. sitting on a chair, ketek ketek & tgh berfikir :) i havea lotsa story mao cerita. but, aku cerita one by one okay? lets us begin dgn cerita hidup aku dahulu. 


korang semua tahu kan yang aku n mr. A.H dah sekda lagi :) but we're okay now. we become more closer than before. maybe betui gak pa org padah; maybe perpisahan boleh m'eratkan hubungan ;) biar die rindu kat aku. takyah lah aku menangis setiap malam macam mintak attention -.- bg mata panda jer. kalau bg aku duit soh aku kaya kalah prince william etcewah! boleh gak. ni tak? -___________________- selepas 2 weeks after the break up, aku mula kenal seorang lelaki. lelaki tu yg mula inbox aku. tetiba. first first, aku rasa pelek lah gak :) tp, aku layan jer lah. kate JGN MUTE. so, aku layan org yg inbox aku. you treat me nice, i'll treat you even nicer. easy. fyi, adek lelaki tu kawan aku. my best girlfriend kat sekolah. pergi mane mane, semua sama. we stick together. she's awesome. she's cute. she's pretty. she's atlet sekolah. huh! aku bekawan bukan dgn calang calang org tauk tak? HAHA kidding. aku friendly, aku berkawan dgn semua org. tp, dgn syarat, jangan ambil kesempatan atas aku. sbb I'LL KILL YOU IF I SEE U IN THE STREET ;p perempuan yg aku cakapkan tu ialah, Feeza. a very nice girl. sama kelas dgn aku. n we both are PMR CANDIDATE. woah :O aku dah tua dah duhal. dah form 3. tp, maseh berangan nak masoh darjah 3. are u fucking kidding me?! HAHA! balik kepada topic, lelaki ku baik kat aku. he's cute! bile die inbox aku, aku trus view his facebook profile. ade satu picture tu, buat aku cair. FULAMAK! ngeh3. inbox punye inbox. last last, ny mintak number aku. but i sik bagi. aku mintak number nya lolok ;p jual mahal ma ;p ny bagi. time ya, aku dah offline. so malam ny brik number ya, aku sik layan. esok pagi, aku p sekolah. aku jumpa adek die. aku p tnyk pasal his brotha. feeza punyalah memuji abg die. biasalah! abg bah. mesti puji. random ;) die cakap, abg die TINGGI! lam kepala hotak aku 'woah:O taste lelaki aku ni'. n then aku tnye, handsome tak? 'adek die tak nak jawab- keep silent.' balik dari sekolah, aku cek fb, trus tgok die bagi number, aku amik telefon trus save. ptg or malam tak silap aku, aku terus MSG! ;) pakai hilangkan tension aku mase tu. (kenjet juak aku time ya oh) masa mek 2 msg msg msg ya, kmk duak just kawan. NANG KAWAN SEKDA LEBEH. setiap kali ku sekolah, i keep on asking about him jak jak jak. feeza mesti lejuk kan? sorry ;p before sukan. mek 2 dah start kapel. on 15 April 2011 declare. time tu, aku hanta rq relationship kat feeza, tp laki ni cakap hanta kat die je. AKU INGAT MAIN MAIN. hanta jak lah. last last, main main jadi real real. hohohohohohohohohoho :D I LOVE YOU ------- ~.~ dah comfirm. sikdalah nak rioh lam fb nak. sunyi jak fb time dah comfirm ya. bila dah DECLARE MENA MENA COUPLE, baruk rioh fb status aku ;p mahu tahu siapa? his name is FAIRUL BIN ADI. just call him ferol :) he's 18 years old. he's working as a pelamin maker. dah setahun lebeh kan? kerja jadi ya? idk lah. ask him. bekas salah seorang pelajar dari SMKDP, tmpat aku belajar. bekas pemimpin pelajar and also known as atlet sekolah :) tabek aku kat hang! salute lah wei! aku bukan nak perasan lebeh asa up lah gerek an ferol tok, aku cuma CAKAP. sukahati, blog aku. TAPI TAK BERMAKSUD AKU NAK BER-LA-GAK :) read it twice okay? on 26 APRIL, SCHOOL SPORT DAY! i don't take any part in it. just jadi penyokong setia tek palat tp gi dating :) itulah aku. 26 april, pertama kali jumpa. damn! ny lawak bah. lom lamak kenal, tp aku rasa dah betahun kenal nya. ny buatkan aku rasa selesa. BEST! ny OPEN. nya sikdalah nak melarang aku paku nak polah :) aku harap, kau kedak tok juak sampe bila bila. sikmok ku kau berubah. hanco mena ati ku kelak :(( mahu liat gambar? jum.


school sport day part 1 (lets RAWKIN) 

itu baby. 

nama sebenar aku tahu tp tak pandai eja ;p

she's cute kalau tgok real :)

itu nisa.

nama sebenar; KHAIRUNISA :)

darling aku lam kelas pake ku buang kenjet ;p

ignore my silly face, FOCUS oh feeza face

yalah feeza yg aku pdah :)

sepa madah nya sik kacak?

sepak palak! ;p

SHA with me :)

HAHA. ya time awal pagi. aku maseh belom jumpa sama itu FAIRUL. begegar bila sidak padah, 'FAIRUL DAH SAMPE' aku kedak hmmm -______________- apa patut ku buat? 

gambar curik! 

aku soh nisa gi amik *handsome bah ~.~

ny eksen alu time ya & aku pun sama

kali nya kenal ku lolok.

aku?

aku gik malu malu pusak! 

HAHAHAHA

at last!

jumpa juak mek 2 :)

cair ku time ya.

first jumpa. 

gik malu.

-JUH NGGA GAMBAR MEK 2 BUANG TEBIAT-

kan mena pa d padah feeza

tinggi nya bah -__________- jeles aku.

mok tao, org paggl nya Bangau.

oppsss ;p hihi

i loike it :)

otw balit ke stadium dari parkson :)

kmk org rehat time ya -.- 

he's taller than me.

fucking jealous now.

stadium!

mnguruts ;p 

actually aku mok pgg bahu ny jak

tp, ny soh urut.

ku urut lah ;p

*main kasar! 

kol 4 lebeh, dekat kol 5

BALITTTT!! 

-the one and only-

hehe. ya baruk part one, 26April. lom gik 27 April. part two ;) mahu liat? jum. *aku malas upload bnyk. skip jak lah okay? mok ngga bnyk bnyk, add my facebook --> http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100000653550420

second day of sukan.

ny dtg awal :)

style ny time ya lebeh kurang kedak, 

MICHEAL JACKSON. 

hahaha ;D 

entah buang teviat kali ;p

captured by miss deeba :)

model, nisa darling tamek 

snap by miss nisa :)

org busy nyanyi lagu negaraku, kmk org busy photoshoot!

muka siyes main peranan :|

(edited by me)

SIK LAMAK GIK ABIS LAH CERITA KESAH AKU MASA HARI SUKAN! :D sorry lah mun caption aku boring gilak. i don't care bah. why? -.- 

part 3-

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siblings :) n boyfie 

first time aku benarkan laki angkat aku -.-

parkson mode :D

buang tebiat time tok.

last day jumpa  :(

fitting room tempat org try dak baju dalam. 

HAHA! dah begambar ya, cali alu ferol.

nmpak alu merah muka.

:"> 

blurry -________-

ffuuuggggggg!

hahaa!

last picture :)

time tok, gik tggu mama amik :)

guys, yajak kesah aku time hari sukan! I'M GONNA MISS HIM SO MUCH! :) he's now in Bintulu, on his way to idk what his kampung named ;p lubuk T_________________. entah lah. i know my caption boring, sikpa ngga picyure jak pun cukup :) SMKDP rocks \m/ pengetua rock kecuali teacher nya jak sik. HAHAHAHA! bah :) semoga kite berjumpe d hari yg lain. selamat mmbaca. jgn lupe comment or talk to me kat chat d sebelah sia okay ;) lotsa love, deeba!

I'M

SO

IN

LOVE

♥

yesterday wasssssssssss haih :'( mena mena sedeh ku marek. aku nangis jak kerja :'( kinek pun sama :'( I MISS HIM. sik sampe hajat aku mok jumpa nya -.- YA Allah, kuatkan semngat aku :'(

Abang Haziq, 

kalau awak sedang membaca tok,

please please,

time baca tok, senyum keh :')

the first time i met u,

kat sembang sembang :) 

time ya kita 2 malu malu pusaks.

ddok depan pun msg kan?

hehe.

kmk maseh simpan pic ya. 

mok ngga?

actually banyak gik pics ta 2 time ya, tp, tok kmk suka.

we both smiled :)

time ya, tanpa d rancang, just pdah k baju etam jak.

tp, sikda rancang mok k baju etam n ada merah merah juak

i wasss damn happy that time. 

dari sia, i fall in love kat nya.

n u told me, that u really love me. 

kisah cinta ta 2 semua nya bermula kat sembang sembang

kede makan cun pake org gik tgh dlamun cinta

besalah kede ya gelap bah

n also ada candle light ;)

d sia juak, aku happy, sedeh, nangis, hampa semua feelings aku,

kede makan ya juak tauk.

aku pernah nangis d sia.

haih :'(

HARI PALING T-E-R-O-K

i cried, but you abng haziq, 

walked away when i most needed you. 

see.

jaoh kan kita dudok time ya

serious, aku mena mena asa frust.

aku ingatkan, 

YOU as my boyfriend, 

agak kmk, 

n pujuk.

but no

AKU JEALOUS

aku jealous sbb aku sik pat molah ko happy.

aku marah an dirik aku, 

KENAK AKU SIKPAT MOLAH KO HAPPY?

PAHAL KAWAN KO JAK?

gambar ya actly, candid dari siapa SIK tauk :')

tq guys.

HAIH.

why this happened to us?

sekelip mata kan Abang Haziq?

just like that,

kau an aku dah sik da papa.

I miss you, syg.

next,

hari kelahiran Nabi.

kita wakil sekolah untuk perarakkan :)

kitak pake baju purple.

kmk pake baju purple juak :)

syg aku sikda amik pics ta 2 sama time ya 

but sokay, kmk ada simpan yg lain :)

tok salah satu,

muka lelah nya eh :'))

but still handsome okay?

masa ya, kmk berani kan jak dirik gi agak nya :)

time ya nya tgh makan kan?

hoho :3 kmk sik makan.

sbb kmk sik mok makan.

lepas ya,

tunggu nya balit.

siapa oh hantar nya balit riya?

ohya. kawan nya (:

lepas nya balit,

kmk pergi paxen

tanpa d rancang.

time kmk kat paxen,

pergi food court,

trusssssss makann.

HAHAHAHA!

baruk asa lapa eh ;(

time time kmk mkn ya, nya msg.

u asked 'where r u?'

n i said 'kmk kat paxen'

first, nya okayyy.

alhamdulillah

tp last last, ny mula marah kmk.

kmk sik mok amik hati, 

sbb yeah.

salah kmk juak.

telefon kmk time ya, sikda kat kmk. kat sis.

kmk just stfu

sik mok pk gilak.

time ya kmk tgh makan, 

cun cun hal ya trjadi

main telan jak makan -,-

YA SEDEHHHHH :'((((

-jaoh gik jalan cerita mek 2 tok, cerita sal marek jak-

marek, bad sad n macam mcam jak asa aku.

I left him :'(

cause, let me be honest,k?

cause, aku dah give up an perange nya AND MY ATTITUDE.

aku jenis yg suka berkawan.

aku jenis yg kalau org ya bait, aku bait sama juak

mun sik n bait, mulut celupar,

aku makin lah celupar ;)

aku sik mok padah pasal d sekolah, 

sbb sikmok timbol kan isu isu ya lagik.

aku berkawan an se-mua org.

sik kesah laki, pompuan pondan.

aku sik kesah.

aku ada kawan dah lepasan, msh sekolah and ada juak yg dah kawen ;)

HAHAHA!

aku benci nak benci membenci.

org padah aku peramah, ALHAMDULILLAH.

sesetengah org paham kita and ada yg sik paham

apa yg penting, kitaaaa sabar :)

yes, be patient :)

dalam pukol 5 cam ya, aku balit dari kol 6 lebeh -,-

woah :O 

tireddd oi!

plus, kenak gik masalah.

sometimes, aku rasa aku tok 'kurang kaseh sayang' dari gerek.

tetiba pk gia, sbb setiap hari kae.

n why aku jak polah salah?

pahal jaik aku jak org dpt ngga?

sikpa lah kan.

aku dah biasa an perkara ya semua.

aku sekolah smkbm n smkdp,

NNG KENAK ANOK JAK.

why?

tnyk org yg jaik jaik kan aku :)

16 OCTOBER 2010 

UNTIL

5 APRIL 2011.

this is nok FOOL at all.

officially break up marek.

n now, we're just friend :)

Abang Haziq, kmk mintak jgn burokkan kan nama kmk. kitak padah pasal kmk sia sitok, ngare jak nama kmk eh -,- kitak dah bagi malu kmk n my family. baruk tadik my friend padah, cam ne nya leh tauk kan? dah tnyk, he said frm u cerita ya. kenak mok padah an org? AOK SALAH KMK. kwn kmk, belom gik tauk pahal we both break. why? kmk jga nama nya. haih :'( 

see guys: pahal penjaik aku jak d tauk org? -,- THAT'S A QUESTION?! AND PLEASE ANSWER IT FOR ME! x((((

okay lah. aku dah sik mok padah hal hal lain. aku mok be happy. aku try akan move on on hidup SINGLE aku :(  assalamualaikum.

p/s: KALAU ADA SALAH SILAP KATA AKU DALAM POST TOK, PLEASE FORGIVE AKU. aku cuma mok luahkan rasa aku :') 

You taught me how to love, how to laugh and how to cry. But before you left, you forgot to teach me how to forget.

it's been 2 days, kita sikda kontek. i'm searching for you, babe :'( I know i'm wrong, but please don't do this to me :( I miss you badly,boy. 

i know i've been such a kid such a JERK! aku kuat jealous pa semua. tp, kinek, aku dah sik kedak ya dah :( demi kau bah. aku sikda gik nak melarang kau. mena ku sik melarang. AKU RINDU KAU! aku minta maaf bebena pasal aku tok sik pat kawal mok berkawan. maybe ya masalah kau an aku kinek nak? semua org nak d kawan aku. aok, ku berkawan, tp, pernah sik aku sik duli kau mcm tok gilak? sikda nak. ya nunjuk yg aku mena mena syg an kau. kawan kawan, gerek gerek. kau padah ko percayakan aku :'( sebenarnya kau sik. kau sik percayakan aku DAN diri kau. kau sedar sik semua ya? kau mok tauk, kau EGO! riya udah ku padah an kau, kau boleh ego, tapi jgn sampe ego ya control kau. ego ya lngsng sik jamin kebahagian kau. seriously. nye-sik! aku syg kau, ko tauk sik?! 2 hari oi. 2 HARI kau sik layan aku, gila babi ku lonely. siapa gik ku mok kontek selain kau ah? ada pun aku kawan, siapa yg mok layan aku. sik kan aku nak busy body life sidak. sidak semua dah ada gerek. ku cuma malas nak kaco. kinek ku dah tukar ke DIGI. aku nunggu kau tukar ke digi. pahal lamak gilak? rame kah kawan kau mok d padah? sidak akn tauk bila sidak perlu. kalau aku, aku akn bg tauk an org ya selalu an aku jak. yg lain, kelak kelak ko boleh padah. AKU SIKITTTT gik mok pk ko curang. tp, aku sikda seterok gia. aku cayak kau. tp kenak ko sik cayak aku? KINEK AKU MOK PENJELASAN. aku sik tahan aku dah sik pat tahan di polah cam tok :( aku dah berik kau BANYAK kali peluang. kenak ko sia siakan peluang yang aku bg tok ah? kenak? 

aku jaik. aku nng pompuan yg mmg sik akan molah edup ko bahagia. aku pompuan yg macam TISU. aku pompuan yg nyelut edup kau jak. 

jangan polah aku mcm tok. aku lelah dah d permainkan macam tok. aku tok manusia. aku da perasaan bah :( 

i miss you so much, Abang Haziq :(

i just hope we can go back like we used to be, sayang. can we? or CAN-NOT? </3 i miss you. i miss having talk with you. i miss the way you smile. I MISS EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU, BABE :'( 

no matter how hard i try, you always seem to be on my mind ♥

Note to self: never give up on someone that loves you the most.

today i swear i don't feel like don' anything! tehehe :3 good morning anyone! aku baru bngun dgn muka sedeh. hati pecah 2 etceh! ahaha :D mok tauk pahal? okay. yg mmbca, truskan mmbaca. yg sik baca, trus kan FOLLOW aku :D 

last night, aku n him. mcm biasa lah --' i think it is so common now :'( fighting all the time?  :/ sweet suprise was when u said "lebeh kurang mcm ya lah" bila his friend cakap "mcm tisu, dah pake buang" isn't that so sweet? i think it super duper sweet aww awwwww! x) cun cun aku poonnnnnn habis krdt. so, no one kacau hati aku skang? at this time only. oh maybe ;p hari ini aku nak tukar number. bertukar arah ke DIGI. not longer using celcom :) hohohoho. lama tak pakai digi. dah sekian lama maybe start aku form 1 or 2 tak pakai digi, now, i already do not know how to use Digi -.- kelak minta ajar kakak :) boleh, kakak? back to the last topic pasal last night :) i may be wrong also sbb aku cakap aku ni rapat dgn seorang teman, name? think! :p n he's a boy. i once mention earlier, that aku ni rapat dgn lelaki. i have a lot of male friends. but a few girl-friend. at sch, kawan perempuan aku, *yg rapat, sama kelas* feeza, syntche, fatin nisa n nono. tp lelaki, how much do u think? but people are assuming wrong. biasalah fikiran masing masing. we just have to be patient. am i right? 

in schools, many people not satisfied on me. CAUSE I'M FREAKING AWESOME, biatch. auch, terlebih lah pulaks ;p i let what people think of me, because i have no rights to prohibit. they have a mouth. they have a brain. but sometimes we have to speak. we have the honor. tp, kinek ku nangga, rame juak yg nak masok campo. yg masok campo dlm hal tok pun antara MANUSIA YG SIK TAUK APA APA. fight for no reason. niat mereka nak back up their friend. aku tak kesah! sbb ramai gak kawan aku back up aku :) masing masing ada kawan masing masing ada hak nak mmpertahan kan diri masing masing. but somehow, find the first one who is right nor who is wrong :) "SADERK" means, stupid.. do u know that? panggil org bodoh, awak rasa diri awak BAGUIH sangat lah? everyone stupid. pergi sekolah supaya tak jadi bodoh! tapi, ada jugak yg TAK DGR AJARK! dunia dunia. manusia manusia. *sigh* aku malas lah nak memanjangkan cerita ni. MINTA MAAF lah okay, kalau aku ni rasa 'BAGUS GILAK KAH KAU YA' aku bukan nak cakap diri aku ni bagus sangat. mane ada manusia PERFECT kan. so tak yah lah nak gago gago hal org selagi hal sendiri tak terurus. aku malas nak memanjang kan cerita. aku malas dah. kau tu dah nak SPM. aku pulak DAH NAK PMR. wei. negara makin maju lah. kalau tak berjaya, siapa nak bagi makan aku? ingat jak "life and death" 

ya jak lah aku nak ceritqa cerita pagi tok. kinek dah kol 1230 n i still belom shower2. HAHAHA! gtg. toodle! have a nice life everyone. peace \M/