Sunday, March 27, 2011

YO YO YO YO! wassup people? hoho :3 i'm happy now sbb dah berbait with my syg. pande juak aku an nya lejuk kiak kaong sama dirik. I LOVE YOU BABY! hehehe. in an relationship, off course ada ups and downs :) so aku sik kesah lah korang nak madah apa tntg post tok kelak, cause i know thre would be jenis org 'sik puas hati' ah p mampoih lah! HAHAHAHA!

cerita nye gine, aku gi tuition petang tek. tuition. i can't even concentrate with my studies lately -.- god, help me on this. exams coming. lepas ya. aku buat lah latihan yg cikgu qis bagi. buat buat punya buat. aku tetiba rasa 'Imissmy ngegeh so much' so i decide to text. msg dia, n thank you for replying my msg. aku simple jak msg aku. hehehehe. kelak madah lebeh i takot sik kenak layan. hehehehe ;p msg punya msg dia mntak maaf, N I FORGAVE HIM. aku mseh ingat gik quotes yg aku jumpa rah lamam tenet riya, it says 'people simply forgive someone that they love, just because they still needs them in their life' :3 kacak sik word ya. aku suka alu an word ya :) i forgive him for what had he done to me. aku sedar, aku pun bnyak buat masalah. aku bnyak buat salah kat nya. so setiap umat mesti saling maaf bermaafan, betul sik? ;)

NEXT, he said that 'ego kmk xpat kmk elak'. siapa cakap.? adoyai. i believes that semua org ada ego. siapa yg sikda. we are human. kita manusia. manusia yg sik perfect. manusia yg sering buat salah. tp, forgive and forget :) sorry lah kalau word aku tok trlalu kedak 'tuija' bahahaha! so aku reply balit, n aku padah 'yes u can elak your ego. just think, ny sayang kmk or your ego? kmk kalau ekot kan ego kmk tok, i think mek sikkan maafkan nya n berbait an nya. sbb kmk syg kan nya lah kmk snggup ketepikan ego kmk. ego does not pledge our happiness.' that is the truth \m/ huahuahua x) and he said 'OKAY with a big sweet smile on his handsome face' *tauk tauk jak aku.

ya lah cerita cara mek 2 pande bait ritok. hehe. semua org maok menang, tp, kalau dah baru lawan an bati, siapa nak kalah? so, aku mengalah an nya. aku diam and follow the flow :) easy but a little hard lah -.- mok kekal kan hubungan memerlukan bnyk kesabaran. be patient :) everything gonna be alright! ye-yeah! kaylah. yajak lah aku nak padah :) ada comment? do mind to leave at least one comment. AARRR? pa ku padah tok? sikda bah. ne tauk ada pembangkang or penyokong ke sik? hahaha. byebye.!

p/s: I love you, abang haziq  

for me there is ONLY YOU. 

Tuesday, March 15, 2011

hello reader. how are u? fine? great? hehe. aku post ni, bukan ny ada smthing nak cakap ponn. sajeee jer nak meluangkan masa tekan tekan keyboard. i'm actually waiting for my soul mate. OH MY OH MY whr are u, Abang Haziq? must be tired. OF COURSE lah diba. jalan dari pagi ;) apui! lama nya -_______-

okay. sambil menunggu. let's talk psal keputusan exams kitak. huhu ;( my result is so hm :'( you know i know lah okay.. BUT still pass okay ;pp so how bout u guys? okay kah result? haih :'( result aku terok. DAMN MUTHAF! result aku terokkk :'( ngaaaaaaaaaaaaaa :'( apa ku mok buat? aku cuma tauk result SEJARAH ku jak. i got D's n i feel damn suck. bila aku buat ecewah, bngga nyerrr senang, tp bila ngga result i got D? kedak, i can't believe it oh my oh my gucci! tok pun aku tauk dri cikgu time aku tuition hari hari harii em em em hari ISNIN! ku mena mena tekezut :'( seriously, i hate history. idk why. yes i know history tahun tok subjek penting dah. how am i gonna score? do a lot of exercise. yer mena upa aku -.- i will try okay?

mun dah kuar result, jgn lupa, usha usha kat aku? hoho. let's compete. mesti aku yg kebelakang :(( BUT I WON'T GIVE UP. hehe.

okay lah. tok jak ku asa nak padah. :) good night everyone. xoxo's

Friday, March 11, 2011

good morning everyone. today aku update blog, yeah. awal ;) bngun awal. semua awal lah :) pagi pagi dah aku menangis. pagi pagi dah aku rasa nak bunoh diri -.- seriously, i do. i don't know apa pasal an aku kinek? haih. WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?! AM I MAD? garh! a bit disappointed with stuff. sik tauk apa. but ada lah ya. okay okay. move on. let's talk about today :)

today, i texted  my syg :) hoho :3 saying "GOOD MORNING SYG. I LOVE YOU :)" itu yg aku selalu cakap. selalunya, mek 2 ada topic mok d cerita. but now. idk. if ny perasan. kmk org sikda topic and always get in a fight. shittt! i hate it. i really hate fighting. aku actly, sik da benda nak cakap. tp tadik. time aku on lappy, akuu tiba tiba fikir yg aku rasa kenak pinggir. maybe YES! aku rasa aku kenak pinggir :'( sapa penah rasa kenak pinggir? it feel sucks huh? kae kae kae. ya jak last last lain crita. AKU SIK KAN POLAH KERJA GIA. cause i know he is the only one for me. NO OTHERS. maybe aku dah sik tauk eh! gila bayang? seiko? diman kah apa? SO WHAT.? i know what i want. garh!!!!!!!! X(

this holidays, aku cuti alone. seorang dirik. might be NO TEXTING, SKYPING, FB-ING OR CHATTING with him :( kesiann nya. nya pergi somewhere. somewhere yg baguiiiiihhhh :) aku pun bangga an nya :) jeles juak aku belom pernah gik pergi tmpat ya :'( i hope tahun tok aku dpt pergi. mesti korang sik cayak kalau aku pergi. aku sembahyang pun belom betul. tp jgn pndg rendah okay? org sik pande sik semestinya sik pande seumur hidup? nak? AKU AKN BELAJAR. soon or later :) it's me religion sik kan aku mok bagi malu ;) boohoooo x) aku doa yg bait bait jak an nya. selamat pergi. selamat balit. i trust him :)

okay lah. ya jak aku nak pdh. aku rasa cuti tok aku mena mena mok tenangkan fikiran. dgn cra bagus. haha :D that's all. HAPPY HOLIDAY EVERYONE :)

Wednesday, March 9, 2011

cerita yg aku jumpa lam internet. yeah :p hehe. sad story bg aku. read it. slow slow okay? 


I guess we are the left-overs in this world.

I think so...all of my friends have boyfriends, and we are the only the 2 people left in this world without any special person in our lives.

Yup, I don't know what to do.

I know! We'll play a game.

What game?

I'll be your girlfriend for 30 days
and you will be my boyfriend.

That's a great plan, in fact, I don't have anything to do
much for the following few weeks.

DAY 1:
They watch their first movie
and they both are touched by the romantic film.

DAY 4:
They went go to the beach and have a picnic. Derick and Lily have their quality time together.

DAY 12:
Derick invited Lily to a circus and they ride through a Horror House.
Lily was scared and she thought she touched Derick's hand but she actually touched someone else's hand they both laughed.

DAY 15:
They saw a fortune teller down the road, and they asked for their future advice.
The fortune teller said:
"My darlings, please don't waste the time of your life, spend the rest of your time together, happily." Then tears flowed out from the teller's eyes.

DAY 20:
Lily invited Derick to go to the hill
and they saw a meteor; Lily mumbled something.

DAY 28:
They sat on the bus, and because of a bumpy road Lily gave her first kiss to Derick by accident.

DAY 29:
11:37 pm:
Lily and Derick sat in the park where they first decided to play this game.

I'm tired Lily...Do you want anything to drink? I'll buy you one...I'll just go down the road.

An Apple Juice, that's all. Thank you.

Wait for me.

20 minutes later
A stranger approached Lily

Are you a friend of Derick?

Yes, why? What happened?

A reckless drunk driver ran over Derick, and he is in critical condition in the hospital.

11:57 pm:
The doctor walked out of the emergency room; he handed Lily an apple juice and a letter.

We found this in Derick's pocket.

Lily reads the letter and it says:
Lily, These past few weeks, I realized you are a really cute girl, and I am really falling for you-your cherished smile, your everything when we played this game. Before this game ends, I would like you to be my girlfriend for the rest of my life.
I love you, Lily.

Lily crumpled up the paper and shouted:

"Derick! I don't want you to die-
I love you; remember that night when we saw a meteor and I mumbled something. I mumbled that I wish we would be together forever and that we would never have to end this game. Please don't leave me Derick .. I love you! You can't do this to me!"

Then the clock strikes 12...

Derick's heart stopped pumping...

It was the 30th day.

haih. emo aku baca (//-')

Tuesday, March 8, 2011


When we first talked to each other
I knew we would always be friends.
Our friendship has kept on growing
And I'll be here for you to the end.

You listen when I have a problem
And help dry the tears from my face.
You take away my sorrow
And put happiness in its place.

We can't forget the fun we've had
Laughing 'til our faces turn blue.
Talking of things only we find funny
People think we're insane-If they only knew!

I guess this is my way of saying thanks
For catching me when I fall.
Thanks once again for being such a good friend
And being here with me through it all.

p/s: Iloveyou, Abang Haziq. withh all my heart i miss the old us. no fighting no no no er err. *pk dirik lah :'( I MISS YOU! 

Wednesday, March 2, 2011


yeah! happy birthday to me me me! hehe :) thank you soooo much to all my friend & family for your wishes :) i really appreciate it :) keep on rockin' \m/ hari tok, facebook aku PENOHHHHH dgnn ucapan kawan kawan :) yeah. 183 and ++ hihihi :) n jari aku penat reply wall sidak. TP, SIKPA :) YEAHHH. hari tok sekali dlm setahun jak dapat ku celebrate. n the best part is, aku celebrate with my syg , abang haziq :) weeheeee! aku polah party, at my house, this saturdayy <3 close friends n family jak d jemput. yg sik, totally SORRY :')

haritok, 2 MARCH 2011 9.00PM --> MARRIED TO ABG HAZIQ! yeayyy ;D insyaAllah, hubungan mek 2 akan kekal. doa doakan ajak :) hihih :) iloveyou, syg :)

akhe skali, *sik tauk apa nak cakap* POYO. ESOK EXAM. AKU TAK BELAJAR LANGSUNG! --'