good morning everyone. today aku update blog, yeah. awal ;) bngun awal. semua awal lah :) pagi pagi dah aku menangis. pagi pagi dah aku rasa nak bunoh diri -.- seriously, i do. i don't know apa pasal an aku kinek? haih. WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?! AM I MAD? garh! a bit disappointed with stuff. sik tauk apa. but ada lah ya. okay okay. move on. let's talk about today :)

today, i texted  my syg :) hoho :3 saying "GOOD MORNING SYG. I LOVE YOU :)" itu yg aku selalu cakap. selalunya, mek 2 ada topic mok d cerita. but now. idk. if ny perasan. kmk org sikda topic and always get in a fight. shittt! i hate it. i really hate fighting. aku actly, sik da benda nak cakap. tp tadik. time aku on lappy, akuu tiba tiba fikir yg aku rasa kenak pinggir. maybe YES! aku rasa aku kenak pinggir :'( sapa penah rasa kenak pinggir? it feel sucks huh? kae kae kae. ya jak last last lain crita. AKU SIK KAN POLAH KERJA GIA. cause i know he is the only one for me. NO OTHERS. maybe aku dah sik tauk eh! gila bayang? seiko? diman kah apa? SO WHAT.? i know what i want. garh!!!!!!!! X(

this holidays, aku cuti alone. seorang dirik. might be NO TEXTING, SKYPING, FB-ING OR CHATTING with him :( kesiann nya. nya pergi somewhere. somewhere yg baguiiiiihhhh :) aku pun bangga an nya :) jeles juak aku belom pernah gik pergi tmpat ya :'( i hope tahun tok aku dpt pergi. mesti korang sik cayak kalau aku pergi. aku sembahyang pun belom betul. tp jgn pndg rendah okay? org sik pande sik semestinya sik pande seumur hidup? nak? AKU AKN BELAJAR. soon or later :) it's me religion sik kan aku mok bagi malu ;) boohoooo x) aku doa yg bait bait jak an nya. selamat pergi. selamat balit. i trust him :)

okay lah. ya jak aku nak pdh. aku rasa cuti tok aku mena mena mok tenangkan fikiran. dgn cra bagus. haha :D that's all. HAPPY HOLIDAY EVERYONE :)