i've learned that life is tough. but i am tougher.

hello guys. woah. lamak dah aku sikda update. i've been busy lately. sch bah. sorry yeah. let's rock!

cam ne nak mula cerita oh? hurm. okay okay ----

hari tok dah termasok maybe 3 days dah aku n him kae :( i don't know what the hell is happening? maybe salahh aku. maybe salah ny. or maybe salah dua dua. aku pun sik mok nak nyalah sepa sepa. aku sik mok lak jadi masalah lain. weelll. mahu menjadi girlfriend yang baik ma ;pp kidding. hihihi ;) 

*sigh*

WHY WHY WHY?! CAN I KNOW WHY? like why why.? haha xD

aku nak share SIKIT feeling aku- aku dah bersabar sabar sabar. bnyk kan bersabar. even kitak dah polah BANYAK masalah an kmk. sikdalah bnyk gilak. kmk syg kitak. n i now that U LOVE ME TOO. seriously. apahal tok? kmk msg kitak, kitak sikda jawab. kmk wall kitak, tp.. hmm. KMK TERASA AN SIKAP KITAK. nng terasa alu. sbb kitak kmk berubah. sbb kitak kmk sik jd kedak dolok. mok tauk cam ne perangey mek dolok. I AM A PLAYER. ohh. nng terok bah kmk lok. tp, sikdalah sampe polah benda benda nok haram ;) bersyuko kitak. kitak muncol lam hidup kmk. sekelip mata. sekelip mta kmk dah sikda alu cuci mata. paham sik kitak? kmk rasa kmk dah padah an kitak b4 ta 2 kapel. kmk rame kwan laki. n kmk RAPAT an sidak. sbb yakah kitak jeles.? at least we talk pasal tok. reply my msg! REPLY BAH. mcm ne masalah nak settle kalau kitak degil? how?! -_______________________- 

mama ada pesan; PLEASE DON'T BE SELFISH. i don't. kmk sikda. kmk paham kitak sbb u asked for it. i try to understand u but why kitak sik dapat nak paham kmk? mama sik alah alah padah mcm ya. mcm kmk tok BONGKAH gilak. -.- kmk mcm tggul dah. i feel like giving up. TP. i love u. demi kitak. i'll do anything like i promise u. kan? :'(

setiap kali kitak padah i am sorry. pa mek pdh? u know kan? kamek jaga perasaan kitak. ;'( apa kitak mok kmk polah ssyggggg? apa gik? sik cukup kah apa nok kmk polah selamak 3 MONTHS kitak 2 gerek.? 

[kmk bukan nak ungkit apa semua. plss understand me :'(]

dekat sekolah, kitak buat kmk tok mcm org lain. mcm tadik. kmk tauk ta 2 kae bah. start malam tadik. tp, at least kmk senyum an kitak tek. sik da nak embak embak masalah. KMK SENYUM. kmk sik sedeh. sbb kitak pdh jgnnnn sedehh. kmk ekot apa kitak pdah :( kenak kitak sik senyum balit? kitak main LIMPAS JAK. woah. hati kmk bkan main panas. (nasib ada mgn2 aku!) sikdalah. hmm -_____________- kitak polah kmk pk lain an kitak.. yes. u did.

i wish we can go back like we used to be. i don't care what people might think about me. eh! mcm org bruk kalak begerek kah apa kah? ya lantak sidak lah, ho? hahahaha! 

ada gik bnyk luahan hati aku. tp, malas lah nak meluah abis abis. readers? awak ngegeh. kidding.! 

xx, bye